No I have not BLAMED ALCOHOL as we are all responsible for our choices and behaviour.. Have certainly wanted to and tried but ultimately I know it was MY FAULT to choose to drink and act like a d.......!
Alcohol is by far the worst thing I ever indulged in...... EVERYTHING that has gone wrong from the age of 17 to when I stopped the nightmare at the age of 47. I am your true alcoholic in every sense of the word. I was an egotistic, belligerent, angry, jealous, quick tempered JERK!
Two marriages were doomed, two fantastic kids (now adults) hate me and my miserable life was leading up the road to 'No-Where Land"
I stopped at age 46. I am now a lay-back 65. Stopping putting poisons into my body and mind was the best thing I ever did.
I have never been that blind drunk that I can't remember what I did or said. If I do drink wine, I usually switch off if I start getting tipsy. Nowadays I just have a glass of wine occasionally and don't even reach the tipsy stage
I used to drink quite heavily a few years ago, and now it's every now and then, or if I'm on hollidays at happy hour,I tend to drink more then, have I blamed something I did on alcohol, I don't think so.
Yes, I did get drunk once, way, way back, when I was 19. I was at a guys 21st with my partner, (now husband,) when I decided it would be fun to have a beer drinking race with a guy who did drink a lot. He won by 5 seconds, & I was drunk for the rest of the night, at the outdoor bbq. My now husband sent to sleep it off in the car. He was not happy with me. The mothers at the party who were doing the food, felt sorry for me! That was about 1966/7!!! I've only had the very odd sip of my husbands beer since then!